LADY ANA

WHY??? i dont understand!! allow me to do some shout here.. i can't take it.. i can't keep all deep inside my heart, i shall release here!! i don't know why most people always look out for people that are smaller in size, when the person is actually strong, why can't others see that person actually is strong, and always keep look out for the person.. did anyone care much about me? well there are some i can said.. i know i am old enough so i can look after myself, but sometimes i just wish got people that will look out for me equally, i am not that strong after all, i am learning!! why can't people let that person to learn? stop treating the person as little kid..
don't get oftended, i am not saying this againist any one, but i just want to release out what kept inside of me.. i love everyone! there can be friends surround around me, but at a lot times, i feel so alone, i know God is with me, but i need earthly friends too.. i dont ask for a lot close friends, but i ask for one, one who know me the best.. Jesus you're my best friend, but i also want to have a friend, that knows me, hear me whine a bit when i can't take it, share my joy and sorrows.. Devil, you are playin around me, you are the oppressor of this world, i ask in the name of Jesus, you GO AWAY FROM ME!!

well feel much better.. God is good i believe.. got to rush for my project..

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Saturday, 23 June 2007 11:52 pm

wAlkinG in rIghTeoUsneSS

Wow, school is starting, i feel so drag to go back school.. oh no... still want to go out like crazy.. haha.. but face the reality ana!!

well thursday my cell have crabbing outreach, my frist time trying to catch crab, quite sad that my bait (a piece of kunning fish) was not bitten at all, as most of my others friends though catch nothing but at least their fish was bitten unlike mine!! ha! well heard end uo only catch two small crab.. o.O i got to leave early to attend my class BBQ at east coast, mention of that, i got lost like 2 hrs plus on bus, end up feel so tired that i deicde not to go.. end up i go find pos peoples and chill out awhile. a new word to decrible fellowshipping is chill.. which everyone is using this word to descible when want to hang out.. well pos friends are fun but the goods and the bads always exist..

what did i do ytd?? well on thursday i have the urge to go eat buffet and the food that come to my mind was steamboat-bbqing at marina south there.. so end up eating at there.. hm.. all i can said this is the first time cooked so many prawns that my jaw will drop ( sean took so many prawns..) after eating, we decided to walk to city area instead of takin bus ( due to eating so full, best thing is to walk awhile so that the all the intake of energy can be used =) ) so we actuallly walked the shut-down marina park, it was so dark, walking there have to be very careful, sean lead the way, while me, agnes and john was walking behind with our phone touch light on lol) but it was fun, me and agnes feel it is adventurous. people might think it is siao to walk from marina south to suntec, but we did it, and we are not siao, because on the journey, we get so see views that we hardly can see, i can see the NDP parade stage so near, i can see the ferries wheel so near and big.. well when reach marina square 7-11, first thing i do was ask want to go buy drinks? i am super thristy, perhaps john was correct, the soup contian a lot of MSG, cause when reach home me and agnes felt so thristy still.. haha.. while one the way to our bus stop, we past by suntec, the place change a lot, now it look so blue, so underwater feeling.. and there is this water fountian look so cool.. all of us go take a pic down.. lol here it is:

what a adventure day i have.. well today went to service, a bit sianz because i am the only one attend from cell (beside janice). but well service was great, pastor teaches us to walk in righteousness, the most imporatant is to always apply the moral laws in our hearts, it can be written no where but in our heart.. applying the 10 commandment in our life.. i pray that God will let Holy Spirit to remind me everyday the life i lead under Him.. it is no longger i who live, but Christ live in me.. =)

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Friday, 22 June 2007 11:22 am

~Urh!!! School is starting...

Wow!! Holiday is about to over, 2 more days and than i'll be back in school!! Well school is good, fruitful but i want more rest!! heehee.. well gonna face the facts? well at emerge conference, Pastor has equip us to go back to our campauses blow off the last trumpet. We are the generation that is holding on to the last trumpet!! it is a matter of question whether you are ready to blow? Np, here we come!!

Over the week, been going out everyday, it is just as you get older, the seldom you will stuck at home? i remembered the only time i stay at home and never step out my house was during common week test one of the day. can see the difference of me, last time i am more of the person that will stay at home more rather than going out, now has changed!

so past few days, i went and watch movies. i watch 2 this week, first is Shrek 3, second is Fantastic 4, rise of the sliver surfer.. both moives are not bad, but i am quite broke right now haha.. story ending is satifisying.. well also been hanging out with POS friends a lot this week, but not full force sigh.. but great fellowship!! Show them your spirit Ngee Ann!! lol..

okie let me do some summary of what happen past few days with pics!!

This is the Pic taken at Lido toilet if i am not wrong, before Shrek 3 starts.. lol

This is taken on Sunday, when we hang out in orchard area.. yeah NP!!

Pic taken after Fantastic 4 movies.. 0.O

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Monday, 18 June 2007 1:06 am

Take a look a me~

As i listening to Sun, take a look a me.. my heart is thinking, yes, take a look at me.. don't look at the outside me, but take a look at the inner part of me..

My Prayer to God:

Dear God,
In this place i stand, i ask that You will let Your love to fill my heart, into my emptiness, into that hollow part of me. I ask that let Your grace and favour be upon me, teach me to walk in the path of rigtheousness and truth. Guide me to walk and be more like You! Enlarge my capacity to love You even more and love Your words! Also to love others as You have command. Take away all the distractions, i want to focus on the things You want me to do in Your will. Take away all my loneliness i pray. Abba Father, You are almighty! i entrust whatever things that happen in my life into Your hands, all the good and all the bad.. Dear Lord, i love You!

Lord You are good and Your mercy endures forever!!

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Saturday, 16 June 2007 12:24 am

STOP making excuses!!

Wow, this week has been past so fast, with a blink of eye, i only left like one more week of holiday? wow so fast.. this week been hanging out with POS friends.. they are cool people!! well yesterday went out for dinner with some of them, also to have one last gather for elard( whom going NS) well, eat at Carl's Junior, share with tammy a set meal as i believe for us as a girls, we will not able to finish the burger, somemore the fries is also quite big serving and with the free flow of drinks, it is indeed super full for us!! wow jessel is truly eat to live!!

after our dinner at marina square, we walked to clarke quay to find a place to fellowship with one another. well i been passing by mind cafe for 3 days in a row, a bit sainz haha.. we walked around clarke quay as we can't find a place to sit. before that we went to fulleton hotel, the toilet is very nice and cool! as usualy girls likes to take pic infront of the mirror. Don't know why, now a lot people like to scare me?? nevermind, i am okie with it, as long we all have fun =) so we end up in this cool pub resturant Brewwerkz, me and tammy ordered Rum Punch ( yes it is alcholic drink) quite nice but we did not get drunk , we are sobber!! yup we order pizza for elard bless him the pizza..

today cell group was great. i learnt about KEYS TO ENSURE YOU BECOMING A GOOD FINISHER! the points that impacted me is STOP MAKING EXCUSES, no use to make so many excueses for yoursleves and stop God doing great thing for you in your life, when the season is here, you miss it, that's is, you might need to wait for a long period of time, therefore no excuses, just face it!! haha.. depend on God to help you!!

yeah more photos is uploaded!! awesome! yeah!

Pic taken at Gen's house:

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Thursday, 14 June 2007 1:57 am

Friends is part of making me..

Friends is important to a human, a human with no contact with another soical begin, tend to be low self esteem? today i am so happy that i get to see my secondary friends!! most of them are my good friends!! really got a fruitful catch up with them. I miss them, as i began to pend down my thoughts, i realize that i indeed miss them begin around me in my school. once i get the photos taken today i will post it down.

Realise that for the past 3 days, have been constantly taking pictures, first with POS friends, than with my Secondary friendds.. but it is fun.. monday night was POS appreciation day, have a great time!! love POS, miss them!! can't wait for POS again!!

After the appreication night, some of us want to ton out the night, so we went to holland village, with the hope that we can find a place that got air-con that open 24hrs, but most of the bar or shops closed quite early. the only remain opened till 3am, is crystal jade, so we went there to eat supper, the congree not bad!! yah of course we took pics at there too!! after super-ing, some of them left, while the rest of us decide to walk to west coast park!! we start our jounrey at 3am? while on the way walking, girls seem to be walking faster, whereas most of the guys are like strolling behind? girls are power!! hee.. we walked past NUS, NUS is big, there's long way to walk in there.. finally at 4.30am we reach west coast park MAC, but the sad thing is, it is drizzling so we can't go out to play.. end up a lot people fall asleep.. haha.. but when the rain stop, me, susan, sean, john, yu hao and mikhail went out to play, have a good time climbing up and down.. haha.. after that went home, quickly sleep cause afternoon going out again..

on tuesday, went to mind cafe with some of them, well nowadays feel play board game till sainz le.. after that went shopping and than pooling..

well just now went to gen's hse.. her house is super big and nice.. 3storey in total.. with her own bedroom and bathroom.. so cool!! yeah her last day before she going to overseas to study. so we went to her hse spend sometime with her.. today also watched just follow law at gen's house.. this moive actually quite nice.. than took a lot pic with gen as she is leaving, will miss her sia!

This is the POS family!! i love all of them!!

the 3 girls who wore leggings!!

the girls at the toilet.. lol

oh no?? susan and suzan what happen to them??

all the ICs

yeah pointing at all direction!!

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